All That Is and Ever Was
I’ve lost all
I had and I can’t find a way to wake up. Christen Warrington Can I ask too many questions or will I be silenced after one inquiry?I found that the shortest way to being liked is to not like, but where does that leave me? Jesus, you say I should have faith, but what do I do when it’s not in you? I dream so vividly, but I have no imagination. Is this some sort of transitional limbo for souls too attached to hate and love and being? I found the shortest way to be loved is to give up, but what does that leave me? Jesus, you say I should be grateful, but what do I do when it’s not for life? I woke up, but I’m too groggy to know the truth. Is this amber sky I see calling me from your dreams? If I give in, I’ll take the hardest way, and I still don’t know where it will leave me. Jesus, you tell me it’s a sin to hate, but what do I do when it’s me I loathe? |